jamelleoyellow's Journal

Sigh, vacation
I thought that I was going to document for your viewing everydayof mySouth CArolina trip. Well, after being here for over a week, i decided that it isn't worth it. This is a wonderful vacation for me. But I am doing all this laying around, that some people might call it "boring". So this is my vacation in a nutshell. Eating all the good food that I can eat, staying up until between 4 and 6 in the morning, and then sleeping until noon.
I mean, there are other things that have happen and are worth talking about, but i don't know. I guess that i am just used to being here.

Current Mood: lazy

Veggie Tales Christmas
Did anyone see the new Veggie Tales Christmas with the Chrtistmas star? I saw a little bit of it but I didn't get to see the end of it. Oh well. So yeah.

Current Mood: Maroon Five
Current Music: Sunday Morning

South Carolina: Day 1
After spending all night packing we left home and got to the airport, finaaly. Anthony and I checked our bags and i had to get a boarding pass. For some reason when we checked in i didn't have a seat. So i got a boarding pass and seart right before we boarded 10A. The only thing about it was that Anthony and I couldn't sit together. It was really no big deal to me because i slept through the whole flight. I doesn't really matter any way because i'll be seeing a lot of him for the next 2 weeks. Our flight ledt at about 8:15 am and we arrived in philidelphia at about 4:15( EST ). To maker a long story short, we got on another plane about an hour later after running all over the terminal. This ride was uneventful i guess. Anthony and i got to sit together. There was a nosey liile girl sitting in front of us. My ears took a beating with the air pressure.
We touched down about an hour late. I met his parents, Mr. and Mrs. Heyward. They are really really nice. We went to pick our luggage and guess what...i wasn't there. Go figure. so i went home with them without any of my clothes. and so concludes, day 1.

Current Mood: nervous

Where I am right now...
Hello everyone who still uses livejopurnal. I don't know who that maybe but ijust wanted to say , Merry Christmas and Happy New Year all the wayfrom Sputh Carolina. It has truely been an interesting trip since i have been here. I think that i may post a little about it while i am here and i have access to the internet.

Current Mood: awake

Life
So yeah, life is quite lifeish. I miss all of my friends. I get up every morning and go to work. Part of me wishes that I was in school. But as it stands, I wouldn't do High School again. I miss you guys so much. Oh well, I'm going to Solano next year. Then who knows?
I miss theatre. Sigh. BTW- I finally saw Kill Bill Volume 1 and 2. While I was @ work, walking down a hall, I had that stupid song that the "Elle" snake charmer person was whistling in the first movie. O h well

Current Mood: blah

HI
Yeah. I know that I haven't been on in a long time. Sorry. So what's up with everyone? Back to school? MU hahahaha . I am not in school as of now! No. I said that I was going to take a break and I meant it. The only thing is that I go to work everyday. But I don't mind. I have a great job at the courthouse. And my case manager that put me there is going to pay for me to go to school (not Solano) in January to become a certified Accountant. I miss you all. Well gatta go. 1) the library's about to close and 2) I supposed to be researching financial aid.
Love ya'll

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Happy Happy Joy Joy

Finally
HaHaHa. I finally have the opportunity to post on livejournal. It's a bloody miracle. I wish I had more time. I have too much bloody homework to do though. Oh well. I loves you all. May be after I graduate I post a long entry and just...I don't know. never mind.

Current Mood: weird

AMDA
April 23,2004

Dear Jamelle,

Thank you for auditioning for The American Musical and Dramatic Academy.

At this time we find that we are unable to accept you for admission. However, we would like to invite you to reaudition in one year, after you have acquired additional experience and training. Auditions can be coordinated through the Admission Office.

Sincerely
Mark J. Brooks
Director of Admission

Well, if any of you truely say that you know me, you know what my reaction to this was. What can you do? Well... Life sucks and then you die. But I am not going to let this kill me. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOohhhhhhhhhhhh noooooooooooooooo. If you say that you know me, you also know that I am going to use this as motivation to fuel my next plan of action. Life goes on. Yes I am upset, but it's not my fault that they are stupid. Solano has a good theatre program, so hey, I guess I'll see some of you there.

Current Mood: rejected
Current Music: Beethoven Symphony 7

Me
I don't know what has been wrong with me lately. But I think that there is definitely something wrong. Things aren't going all that badly. I mean for once in my life I'm happy...right? I mean, I 'm getting ready to graduate, I finally get to do a end of the year show. I'm goign to prom with my friends, I get to drive to school for once. Most importantly, I have a really great boyfriend who is sincerely interested in me. So what is my problem? I don't know. Oh well. Back to life as I know it.

Current Mood: blank

Mom is insensitive
I really don't want to go into this great big long story about what happened. I already told a few people, and honestly I think that this is enough at this point. I was already thinking about keeping more things to myself anyway so I guess that this situation is a start. What I will say is this: my Mom really needs to learn how to talk to people because if she doesn't, she is not only going to make thiose particular people grow farther away from her, but it's going to cause me to do the same.

Current Mood: sad

Bob
GGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Bite Me. I think that Bob is pretty pissed at me. I haven't been to his class in four days. This is really beginning to suck. I only purposely cut his class once...no twice...wait a minute...,...make that three times. Today wasn't my fault though. My Mom had some things that she needed me to do that I didn't know about until later...I think. It was really interesting though. She was waiting for me in the theatre and Bob saw her in there. I came in she says less than four words to me because she is trying to talk to Bob to make sure she can take me out. Well, Bob looks at her says something to another student, goes into his office and slams the door. Not cool. So she proceeds to knock on his door to tell him that she had some things that she needed me to sign and that I would be back. Well, I had ever intention of coming back, but as you all know, it just didn't happen. Oh well.
But as far as my Mom is concerend, when we went to Panda Express, I wasn't cutting. Ergo, Bob can go suck on a lemon.

Current Mood: annoyed

Finally
I finally have a small opportunity to post on my livejournal. Yay!
So yeah, for once in my life, my weekend was great. I went to Aquire the Fire. That was pretty cool (LOL). I was worried before because Anthony was going, but he was going to be a chaperone, which meant that I probably wouldn't be able to talk to him that often which would have sucked majorly. But it wasn't even like that. We talked like we normally do and it was really cool. EVERYONE in my youth group and practically EVERYONE in church has figured out that we are in a relationship together. So in the second session, some people made sure that we sat together. Really sweet. So I'm pretty happy for once and my life ( in that aspect) is pretty good.

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "You made me love you" ??????????????????

Wizard of Oz
so yeah. We are getting ready to go into serious hell week. Bummer. Bob is trying to schedule some other rehersals that I can't make. That sucks. I tell you one thing, or maybe more than one. Here is the list of my priorites in order
1. God
2. Anthony :-)
3. My Family
4. My friends
5. School
6. My Job
7. The Wizard of Oz

So now it looks like I have to juggle my priorities and I really don't want to do that. Oh well, I'll figure it out eventually.

Current Mood: annoyed

Prom
I am sooooooooooo glad that my whole prom situation is figured out. I was about to not go to prom at all this year. I mean, it has become more of a hassle than an enjoyable event. I really wanted to be in the limo with my friends, but because my date was having issues I didn't think that that was going to happen, which in turn made me not want to go anymore. But my date is soooooooooooooo incredably sweet. He said that I could make a decision as to what limo we go in, no matter who is there. He is willing to attempt to work out his issues. I am soooooooooooo glad!

Current Mood: accomplished

Anthony...again...sorry
Wow. I haven't posted in hecka freakin long! Well in case you don't know, now you know. Anthony go out now. We have been for exactly a week. I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy for once in my life. I mean I am not dating a complete jerk. I t is such a wonderful thing. I mean, he likes to talk to me. He opens doors, and he spends $ on me which is really awkward. I really do like him. And he gets on a plane to come home tomorrow. He leaves SC at 12:30 pm. I am soooooooooooooo happy that I get to see him finally. It is true what they say, "Absence makes that heart grow fonder."

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: "Without You" Rent

Anthony
OK. So while I was in Catalina Anthony told my brother that he started flirting with this girl at work. She doesn't even work in his shop. He says that instead of doing his work, he finds time to go talk to her. She is a "pleasurable distraction". I was soooooo upset about this I cried...twice. So on this Saturday I have to go to Davis, and Anthony is going to drive me, on single-awarness day. I am definitly going to tell him how I feel.

Current Mood: calm

Michael
Well, I believe that all of you have heard about the major fight that Michael and I had about prom. If not, feel free to tell me and I will tell you all about it. But today before first period I gave him a letter telling him how I feel. After looking at me in that extremely sad look on his face he told me that we would talk about it later. At lunch we talked and everything is fine. He apologized a lot. He told me that he talked to his Mom about it and realized how much of a jerk he was. I don't know if this means that we're going to prom or not. But at least we're still friends. He does have to seriously kiss up to my Mom though. She wants me to no longer be his friend. I don't know any more. Oh well.

Current Mood: accomplished

Colstones
Yeah. I need a job. I need some money. Coldstones hasn't called me back. Wal-mart is hiring. I don't want to work at Wal-Mart. I want to work at Colstones. I need some money--don't we all. I need a job. I can start on Tuesday. Ed needs to call me and tell me that I can start on Tuesday.

Current Mood: depressed

I HATE BOB
I HATE BOB. HE SAID THAT I CAN'T GO TO MONTERAY. WHAT A LOAD OF BULLSHIT. IT'S MY SENOIR YEAR AND IF I FUCKING WANT TO GO TO MONTERAY TO SEE THE FUCKING FISH THEN I'M GOING TO GO! SCREW BOB AND THIS STUPID SHOW. I HATE IT SO BADLY I JUST WANNA SEE FISH IN AN AQUARIUM WITH MY CLASS. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?

Current Mood: bitchy

Boys are stupid
So yeah. Michael finally admitted that he doesn't like Anthony. Laurie says that it's because he's jealous. I think that he is. Ihonestly think that that stupid fool is secretly in love with me and can't stand the thought that there is a possibility that I can find happiness and fullfilment without him. Go figure. Oh well. Anthony is still stupid because he still hasn't taken me anywhere. I'm gong to tell him that this is going to turn into a date. Then i think about Jesse and all of a sudden all is well in the world.

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Hey Baby- No Doubt

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